What no eye has seen, what no ear has heard and what no human mind has conceived, the things God has prepared for those who love him. (1 Cor 2: 9 )

It never really happened really, what I felt months ago. To meet someone so suitable I instantly thought that she might just be the one I'm looking for. But even to that, it's a no. Makes me wonder sometimes, if not even her, who will ? I set my standard at 10, yet someone appears at 12. How could a 12 out of 10 still be a no? God are You out of Your mind? 

I can never really predict Your plan now can I ? But I will hold fast to Your promise. If You even held a 12 from me, I can't even imagine the partner that you will have for me. I will abide. I already know whenever I insist of going out of your way, only bitterness and disappointment awaits. Track record kinda speaks for itself, especially when it comes to You. I will put my faith in you again, cause there's nothing else I can really do to outsmart Your will.